This cycle is over.....

Well, I did it, ended the up and down cycle with my first boyfriend. Yep Mom wasn't kidding when she said it might not last!

We went strong for a year, but as soon as he moved to FL and the fall breeze blew we took a turn for the worse. We did a quiet break-up and make-up, followed by breaking off our engagement in Oct. much to the surprise of our mutal friends and priest. One thing led to another and we were on again, off again couple. (the kind I hate, never wanted to be) We had a huge break-up Christmas Eve, followed by a make-up in Jan. followed by yep another break-up, and so on and so on.

Why? do you ask. Simple we moved WAY too fast WAY too soon, and I needed someone to help me heal from a bad time the year before. He knew what to say to make me feel good, but lately it was more he knew what to say to make me feel bad. So it's over, I'm not sure how much gusto he has to keep it the way it is, ot if a couple weeks go by and it'll be the same "I miss you, I'm sorry" story all over, but nope I'm not going for that... It's too much to handle anymore, besides I've got college coming!!!

But he was nice enough to give me the money to pay for my housing fee (which is not cheap) for a birthday present, so I thank him for that! (Thanks Fish) but as for further news, I got a very interesting letter from an old friend....who knows what will come of it....

Well my fellow hobbits, elven-friends, or mortal men, as you may be,
as once said parting is such sweet sorrow.

(I'm reading Lord of the Rings, so hush it. And I love Shakespeare!! LOL!)

Rose