Random Rambling

Well, three months until college begins and I'm already making new friends! Courtesy of facebook's MSUM class of 2015 group chat, it's nicebecause I'll already know some people when I go up there, and we're already making plans to get together on move-in day! It seems like it's going to take forever for the 16th of Augest to come, but I know that it will come all too soon, and I'll have to face college life. I'm excited but still alittle scared.

I finally let go of my ex boyfriend, it took a long time, and though I haven'tnot gotten back together with him since we broke up it still took me this long to finally let go. I can talk to him without it hurting or wondering if he misses me, stuff like that.  I guess it took another guy asking me out for me to see that I would live without him and I didn't have to be alone just because things didn't work out with him.

I don't think I'm 100% ready for another relationship but it was nice to hear that other guys notice me too, even if he did ask me out after only knowing me for a few days. There's lots of thoughts going around in my head, honestly I still kinda wish my old friend wasn't becoming a priest, things have gotten abit tense between us. I'm not sure if it's because he knows that I can about him more then a friend, ori he's just busy I'm not sure, but I hope it clears up and things go back to the way they were.

So quick update summary, Let go of old boyfriend, got asked out by a college classmate, and kinda hung up on old friend. Confusing? YES! Love is a fickle thing, but as I was told once love is a decison not a feeling. You choose who you want to love, no one and nothing makes you love that person. So it's a comfort to kno that, and I don't have to decide who I want now. I may not have evn met him yet, but the perfect one is out there still just waiting for me like I'm waiting for him.

Till next time!
Rose